Another day closer to pay day! So fast gonna be a friday again... and I wanna watch my Donnie Yen!!! School was alright today. Super otot. Did word search with them until we all got headache. Kids will always be kids. On every little thing that happen they will come and report to you and tell you. ya..maybe they look up to you as someone who can do some justice to their small problems.BUT..HURR... The kids today came up with a stupid url- wwww.mscarmen.com.sg. LMAO.

Thanks for willing to give up the custody. Appreciated.

I shall summarise what I wanna say to you in this song :)

WHAT A WEDNESDAY! I hate weds. Yucks. My throat is killing me. It's so unfair. I had to take 2 classes on every weds while other teachers take 1. Just because the Primary 3's are sharing classroom with my Primary 1's. 30 kids eh!! The boys are like whohoo! troublemaker, mini ah bengs and whatevernot. To make things worse..I had to do 1-1 teaching to the i-can-vomit-blood-boy. He can't even do 9 minus 6 using his fingers. SO I had to draw 9 circles and ask him cancel 6 and count the remainder...But I survived wednesday!

Went to AWARE for counseling with my parents..It's like going through all the 4 years of hurt and bad memories all over again.I hate it. Now I understand why a tissue box is always there on the counseling table. Trying to mend up the hurt I caused to my parents for these past 4 years. Each session cost 60 bucks! and dad's car kena summon- $100.

End of my day with ah bu nei nei rojak and prata!!! whohohoohoohohhoo :))) Today's lunar 15. Ate vegetarian for lunch and dinner and check the moon out! So beautiful today :) awww... :))

'dolle naa lost'

You think it's fun saying one thing and doing another?! All the bullshits and lies you told me right from the start. Why didn't you just die at Brunei hur? Come back and create troubles and more problems for everyone around you. Don't blame on another for twisting the story, telling lies around, you chose that girl yourself. So whatever that woman said, you have a part to blame yourself too! Why can't just you rot in your own world and STOP screwing up MY life. Whatever F* shit you wanna do with that woman is none of the world's business! Your life ain't drama enough alr is it? Wanna create a Part 2 part 3?! I'm telling you, just sign that F*ing piece of paper and we are through. F*ing stop bothering me or wait for me anymore. Utterly disappointed in you. For many times, I really thought of forgiving you and giving you a 3 yrs period. I shouldn't even had allow you to affect any part of my life. Damn.

Asked my dad to pick me up from school cause I was too lazy to make my way home :) Bought buddy meal and durian!! my KFC craving and durian! whohoo. Was hungry to the max by the time I got home.

monday blues..

Woke up at 6am and found Shayenne burning hot. Woke up to gave her medicine. As usual, struggle and cry. Had a hard time forcing 3ml of paracetamol. Didn't sleep well cause she kept crying on off.

Was alr late for work and of all time it had to rain when I'm going for work!! By the time I got to school my shoe was soaked and I was half drenched. Didn't manage to eat lunch. grrs only my Pokka apple tea. and tea break was only a few pathetic pieces of biscuit. Was dying of hunger alr when I knock off. Just as I expected, my dad's car was waiting outside school for me..

I spending some random time thinking, if I have another girl in the future, I would name her Faith ! :) boy, would be either Jayden or Kayden or Armageddon. WahahA! just some random thinking.

Nothin' on you

My weeks seem to fly super fast! Especially weekends. Will be the month of May next week alr!

Went for Kiara's church in the morning today and lunch at SSC with the babies eating mixed rice vege. Dinner at home with my family, Kiara, Tyron and babies. long day and tiring. Super drained out now.

What's between reality, fact, lies and illusion. I really can't tell anymore. I don't even know where am I heading to. headless SOTONG.

no mood. waiting for PAY DAY!! my list of things to do!

-get a blue or hazelnut coloured contact
-do french manicure
-cotton on
-bugis with Kim Tiang
-give mummy and daddy $$
-invest more books on Shayenne
-buy more goodies for Shayenne
-drink more fuji apple and pokka tea
-buffet anybody?
-tanning with girls

HappeningS (plural form)

Yes! It has been so happening these past few weeks! Should I be even laughing or crying at the thing that happen one after another.

Super hungry everyday after work. Can eat and eat and eat for the whole night till 2am. My shoulder and neck pain is killing me. Good news or rather bad news! My tuition centre's opening up a new class for me..Which means my days are gonna be like pack to the max! and I'm gonna to be shag and busy to the max!

I dread friday to come..even though it's the last day of the week. Teach non stop the whole day till night and got to settle my dinner outside alone. Tsk tsk.

I have a joker at home and her name is Shayenne. She has grown taller and talks alot now. super funny communicating with her and asking her to follow instructions :)

Self conscience: I spend a lot time and effort on other people's children, but not on my child. Irony isn't it... The patience I have and effort I put in to teach other ppl's children compared to mine.

I'm in love with salted egg prawn now!! and I'm so so so gonna catch IP Man 2 and Iron Man!!!!!

God will make a way where there seems to be no way. He works in ways we cannot see. He will make a way for me. With love and strength for each new day. He will make a way...

I need peace. Peace in my heart and mind. Peace in the people around me. I feel like breaking down once again. I'm drained, I'm stressed, I'm weak.

WHAT AN AWESOME SONG. Anyway I had an awesome night!

If the hero, never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home
You can rum away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

Bye Bye Old Me

The urge to go overseas with girlfriends has become stronger and stronger!!! Somewhere that needs an aeroplane to get there! Heex!! So excited.

I'm really thankful for all my wonderful colleagues in school.A very harmonious working environment. Kids somehow have their way to your heart. Be a teacher of respect and they will love you. Their innocence and naive-ness can just make you smile and laugh :)

go gaga on Shayenne!!

It's this much

Got my very own class today. New students and my class is called Pri 1 Bravo. Hahaha, they are so cute. I wonder what the kids eat nowadays. So tall, so big size and so cute!!

YES! It's a holiday tmr!!! whoohooos! No school no tuition! a break for me to spend time with Shayenne. heex :)

ilovemyjob

I love the job I'm working now! It's so much less chaotic than childcare settings. More on supervision and facilitate. Most of all, I LOVE the working hours :)) I almost made a Pri 1 boy cry while learning his spelling. "Mother, lamb, died, horse, went" 5 words only! I merly ask him to write over and over again and ask him to rewrite the words which looks like ah buh neh neh letters. TSK!

Will be taking a class of 19 pupils of primary one. I'm gonna be the devil teacher. Just watch me ;)